What To Write?

I am sitting here in front of my home computer wondering what to write... First off it's really hard to think about anything else other than a crying baby. For some reason tonight (during Survivor) she woke up crying after only being asleep for 15 minutes. This is such a rarity that I dashed into her bedroom and picked her up - well, after picking her up and convincing myself that there is nothing physically wrong with her, I put her back down in her crib. Shayna then stood up in her crib, also a rarity, and started yelling at the top of her lungs, "Mamamamamamama Waaaaahhhhh." Now how could I NOT pick her back up... well, I did it again. The Cardinal sin!! Now she definately will not go back to sleep. I even tried lying down in our bed with her. All she wanted to do is play with the remote she found on our headboard. Well, to make a long story short, I decided to put her back in the crib and let her CIO (cry it out). It has probably been 8 months since she woke up right after putting her to sleep for the night. Wait a minute.... I think that's silence.... yep, as I am writing this....she's asleep. And, YES I still feel guilty and I want to run in there and check on her....but I know she's fine and I'll check on her in 5 minutes. What can I say.... I'm a first-time mommy.